Daily Prompt: What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

I’m not so great on heights. So, jumping out of a moving airplane with a parachute, is out of the question!

What would make me do it?

Nothing! Nothing at all! Not even a billion dollars.

So with that out of the way. I would have been a multibillionaire before I even going to get on the plane. So, if there is a billionaire that want to release some money in the smog several billions, this will never happen.

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AI writing is for dummies!

I can’t see the revolutionary in AI writing?

I think it’s a step back, restraining a person’s ability to grow and become a better writer. I also believe it’s important for our own ability and to evolve and for our brain to develop and be better skilled writers.

To let an AI write for us will only make us less and less capable and frankly, great stupid humans in the end.

What’s the end game? For humans to do nothing? What will be our purpose if everything will be automated and everything done by a programmed AI bot? And how will it effect our health? Will we be more prone to Alzheimer’s disease because our brain has too little stimulation, maybe?

What do you think?

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Daily Prompt: What’s your dream job?

What’s your dream job?

My dream job is working as an actor. And my dream roles are, lead actor as a Roman Emperor, (“check”), as a James Bond villain and a TV-series as a Private Detective or Detective in the Police Department in Stockholm, New York, Los Angeles or Miami. That’s what I want to do. I got one of my favorite roles so far! 2024 is gonna be a good year! God willing!

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Daily Prompt: Share what you know about the year you were born.

Share what you know about the year you were born.

Well, this will be a lot to take in. My first year was a rough one!

I know I’m suppose to write about what happened in the world in the year I was born, but I’m taking the opportunity to write what happened to me and my family instead.

I was born on a Friday in March, 1973. I was the largest baby they’ve delivered that year, so far, at 54 cm long and weighing in at 4080 kilograms. So far, normal but a large baby boy.

It started with the doctor coming out to my dad and said, “who are we going to save? Your baby boy or your wife?”.

My dad said, “my wife!”

Of course he did! Who wouldn’t! He didn’t want to loose his wife, and he didn’t know me. About me though at that time…

I was dead! Yes! You read it right. I was DEAD. According to my patient’s files I was born dead. There was no breathing and no heartbeats. According to my patient files, they didn’t seem to bother with me, but was more concerned about my mother. Until, she said something, “let me see my son!” And after have gotten a glance of me lying on the hospital bed, she shouted out, “Why is he not breathing?!” Then the hospital staff started to acknowledge me. It says in my patient file, “10 minutes after baby boy was born CPR was performed”. 10 minutes AFTER?? Wow! The hospitals in 1973 was nothing like it is now in 2023! Imagine to wait 10 minutes before doing anything. I was just lying there, and nobody cared. For ten whole minutes!

If you’re born in 2023, you’re lucky it’s not 1973!

Three months later I was supposed to go through surgery planned by a very skilled surgeon my mother and father had asked for. The doctor agreed to do the procedure, which he also told my parents, “was an easy fix, like coffee brake”.

But when I was rolled into the surgery room and the doors closed behind me, a team from another hospital took me and drove me from MAS hospital to Lund University Hospital instead, where another surgeon was waiting for me. He had other planned then doing an, “easy fix”.

He carved me up like a chessboard and stitched my tongue on to my lower lip. When my parents saw me they where chocked! And so was the chief surgeon at MAS hospital! My dad told me, when I got older, the chief surgeon screamed, “who did this?! I want his head to role in my corridor”!!! And the surgeon my parents asked to the procedure, didn’t even look my parents in their eyes. He just held his head down and stared into the floor.

I needed more surgery after that in order to correct the abuse I was exposed to. And not to mention the abuse I got in school that I wouldn’t be exposed to if the right surgeon would have done the small operation. And yes, it was a small procedure but instead I got a very large operation and was used as a guinea pig!

As I said, if you’re born today, you’re lucky, because it’s not 1973!

In 1978 the Sweden government intervened so that doctors couldn’t keep on doing experiments on babies and children anymore.

Today I’m okay. But, as you all know, I am sick and I need surgery in my throat. After doing an X-Ray it has revealed that an implant, that the was done when I was a baby, that should only be in there temporarily, and also should have been removed when I did my last surgery when I was five years old, in 1978, is still there and will case problems under the knew surgery I will need to do, sooner or later. So, this abuse, keeps hunting and hurting me still after 50 years.

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Porsche Carrera GT – Can you drive it?

Porsche Carrera GT is my favourite super car of all time! It’s gorgeous. It’s groundbreaking. It’s made of carbon-fibre. It’s lightning fast. And I would love to own one some day. But when I do, I want my Porsche Carrera GT to be drivable. “What are you talking about? Of course it’s drivable”!, you might think. But, is it though?

Let me get in to it.

Porsche 980 Carrera GT was produced between 2004-2006. Only 1270 vehicles left the factory.

In April 2023, Porsche issued a recall for nearly all Carrera GT’s sold in North America. We’re talking about a very rare supercar here, so in this case, nearly all equals 489 vehicles. With that recall came a warning from Porsche to not drive the car, lest something happen that could cause a crash. These aren’t exactly daily drivers, so parking the Carrera GT in the garage probably isn’t a big deal for most owners and collectors. But nine months later, that warning is still in place. Whoops!

Transmission is a six speed manual gearbox. It does 0-400m or the quarter mile in 10.97 seconds.

Reaching out to Porsche, it was revealed that a fix still hasn’t been finalized for the problem. Furthermore, a spokesperson told the website that it could be several months yet, coming sometime in the third quarter of 2024. That would be July at the earliest of one year and approximately two months after the stop-drive warning was issued.

It’s has a targa roof which you can storage in the front.

Not being able to drive your million-dollar supercar is a first-world problem. I know! Porsche strongly recommends against it, but therein lies another aspect of this saga we hadn’t considered. Still technically, you could drive it.

Its engine is straight from the Le Mans racing car. It made Nürburgring in 7.28 seconds.

As an update, this comes from a potential issue regarding spherical joints connecting the wishbone suspension components. Porsche found some broken joints during a standard vehicle inspection that the vehicle owner apparently wasn’t aware of. A deeper inspection determined that the material used for the joints doesn’t provide sufficient resistance to intergranular stress corrosion when exposed to salt and mechanical stress over service life.

Top speed is 334km/h or 208mph on testing. Officially it was 330km/h or 205mph.

The easy fix, is new joints. But after nine months, that hasn’t happened yet. I wonder what Porsche has in stowed of gaining some additional insight into the repair and what some of the challenges are. Is it pricing or availability of parts and materials?

Acceleration from 0-100km/h or 0-62mph in only 3.57 seconds on testing. Officially it was 3.7 seconds.

However, I will give you an update if new information becomes available. But in the meanwhile, you’ll just have to keep driving the Ferrari Enzo. Damn it!

The engine is a 5.7 litre V10 producing 612HP or 603BHP.

After all of this, do I still want one? Yes! Yes, I do! This super car has it all! It’s beautiful to look at! It will only increase in value. And it has a manual transmission with V10 behind it. It’s a racing car for the track, but you can drive it on the road, legally! What’s not to like about that? So yes, I still want my very own Porsche 980 Carrera GT!

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My Deep Truth.

What I’m about to share with you today is deeply personal and I hope you will find it helpful and be respectful about it.

Did you know that what you’re experiencing with your parents as a child, will most likely shape how your child will be as a parent?

Let me explain.

My mother was behaving like she did towards me as a result of missing out a normal childhood with a sane mother and lack of warmth and tenderness from her father.

Her hate awakened when I was born. And I got all the attention of that the hate. She beat me over and over for the smallest things I did wrong. Or as she didn’t like it. Sometimes I couldn’t even sit on a chair because it hurt so much.

How I felt about those certain aspects of my childhood with interacting with my mother, made me think how I should not be as a father. I had that already figured out when I was three years old. I remember sitting on the bedside of my parents king size bed and think, “when I get to be an adult and if I get any kids, I will never hit them or hurt them at all”. That’s not a thought a 3 year old child should have when thinking of its future.

Sometimes actions that are made by a person now, are because of another person’s behaviour in past, so what you’re experiencing is actually a reaction from experiences of that person’s past.

The thing is, it’s not even my grandmother’s fault. When she was 6 years old, she went to summer camp with the scouts. She was raped by an adult man on that camp. Again, she was only 6 years old. After the rape she got syphilis. She had to stay in the hospital for several weeks. She was so sick. She was a normal girl with no problems or history of mental health issues. But the syphilis gave her schizophrenia.

She never recovered from that and she never got any psychiatric treatment or attention back then in the early 1930’s.

When she then married to my grandfather, he did not know anything about her state of mind. But my mother and her two sisters, they knew. But they cleaned and cooked so when their dad, my grandfather, came home from work, he thought that grandmother had done it all. My grandfather was a building engineer. But the only thing she’d done was sitting smoking and talking on the phone in her nightingale all day long. My mother started cooking dinner when she was 6 years old. Then my mothers sisters, my aunts, was new born and 3 years old. We can clearly see a pattern when things are triggered.

My grandmother when her oldest daughter turned 6 years old, she got more and more ill.

My mother got her psychosis when I was born up to 6 years old. I almost killed my mother when I was born. Me, myself, I was dead. According to my medical records I took my first breath when I was 30 minutes old. And then my heart took its first beats.

But luckily, I gotten no brain damage at all for being dead for over half an hour first day of my life.

My mother got a bit better the older I got. But my first six years was terrible. I hated my life and I wished I died many times. I was actually obsessed with death when I was three already. I was wondering what it would be like to die. Not a healthy thing to be occupying a three year old boy. It’s serial killer alert right there! Joke a side, I was not in a good place. It took me many many years to be feeling good about myself and confident. All I had in the beginning was my appearance. Girls called me a Greek God the way I looked because of all the working out, to make my body look perfect. And I was already a good looking boy according to women. I had difficulty seeing it myself. But it was all I had to go on so I tried modelling. Not a great world to step in if you’re having baggage issues. So don’t.

When I had my first daughter, I was so happy. And I wanted to be the best dad as I could be. I did mistakes sometimes, and I hate myself for it. I was a bit hard sometimes. But I never did what my mom did to me. But I had the feeling in me many times but I fought that feeling so many times I lost count. And one day, I didn’t need to fight it anymore. Because it was gone! Oh my God what a liberating feeling it was!

I still beat myself up about those times when I was to hard as a dad. I’ve talk about it with my children and told them how I hate myself for it and how sorry I am.

My kids response as adults was, “dad, you was an amazing dad 99.99 percent of the time when we were kids. It was only that 0.01 percentage you made mistakes, (or as I call it myself, became a reflection of my mother), and we can’t hold you accountable for that. That’s allowed to make some mistakes as a parent, dad”.

I couldn’t believe how well they’ve handled it. Maybe I’d been so badly treated as a child I had a zero tolerance for mistakes on my part. That’s the message my children told me. And I needed to hear it.

So again, what he did to my grandmother, when she was only 6 years old, had shaped three generations of struggling with mental issues of some sort.

A persons actions now, are a reaction of another person’s actions in the past.

I hope, if you’re thinking of hurting another person, it will create rings on the water, of evil deeds. And if you’re a victim of this evil, I hope this will give you strength to fight and never give up on yourself, because you can and you will brake the pattern.

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Daily Prompt: What is the greatest gift someone could give you?

What is the greatest gift someone could give you?

Their life!

Their heart!

When someone says, “I love you”, and means that he or she, wants to give their life to you, in marriage is no greater gift.

I had that once, but it turned out to be based on a lie. I asked her one time, “why did you marry me”? And her answer did hurt, “I wonder about that as well”! What did I do? I gut her of the miserable situation she was in and made a nice home. And all she could say was, “what have you done for me”? How can someone be so ungrateful and vicious? I don’t understand it.

So today, I’m not sure about marriage. It took me over five years until I could even look at another woman after the divorce. And when I finally did date someone, I felt like I was cheating, but I wasn’t! How about that?!

It will be something spectacular if I am getting married again. That’s a promise.

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Daily Prompt: What are my biggest challenges?

What are your biggest challenges?

At this moment in life my biggest challenges are if I’m going to have the surgery of risk of being mute and how to make it financially in life.

The survey is a 90% risk of making my vocal cords paralysed. Meaning, I would be 100% mute. As an actor that’s not so great to say the least. So that is keeping my mind busy at the moment.

And I’m still sick that doctors are wondering what is wrong but they can’t find it. My dad had the them wondered for 4 years until they found that he had a rare leukaemia that was a genetic lymphoma from birth. He had the same symptoms I have today. It doesn’t mean I have it too. But it makes one wonder, right.

And not only that, the Insurance Department has made such huge mistakes, concerning my health status, that my financial situation is a disaster! I’m not sure how I will make it this year, to be honest. So that keeps me up at night.

2023 sucked! Big time!

I really hope, from the depth of my heart, that 2024 is going to be a great year for me. How ever it will turn out, I will let you know about it here on my blog.

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Daily Prompt: If you had a freeway billboard, what would it say?

If you had a freeway billboard, what would it say?

“Be good to yourself and others and be honest”!

Being nice to others is no greater feeling. And to be honest, how bad doesn’t it make us feel, when we tell a lie. So, be honest and truthful as much as you can. Sure, there are time when we lie to “protect someone” or don’t want to “hurt” there feelings. But in the long run, we don’t help anyone else the or selves, slipping out of a difficult situation. So, just tell the truth.

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Daily Prompt: What makes you feel nostalgic?

What makes you feel nostalgic?

Fireworks!!!

New Year’s Eve 2023 in Stockholm.

Nothing makes me feel nostalgic like New Year’s Eve. I remember when I was a kid and my parents let me stay up late, just to see the fireworks. I loved it!

Just that anticipation of seeing the greatest fireworks of all time. Every year I thought it would be greater then last year. And as I kid you forget a little bit. So every year it was better and greater. As also, fireworks evolved and got better and more technical as well.

So, for me this year, New Year’s Eve was a disappointment because it has been a bad year for many. So, the fireworks was over in about, ten minutes. Usually it goes on from just before twelve o’clock to almost have past midnight. But not this year. Hopefully, we will see more New Years to come. And maybe, they will be the greatest New Year’s I’ve ever seen.

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